Q How did you become a mistress and get into adult baby play?

A I suppose because I have always had my own needs which were not exactly mainstream. From a very early age I remember having this drive that I didn’t understand until I found a book in my parents room called tropic of cancer which used to make my tummy funny and then one summer afternoon I just wandered into the bathroom when I was about 9 and everyone was in the garden and instinct took over and I straddled the bath and had my first orgasm. As I got older I always got turned on by things that I just knew my friends wouldn’t understand, so when I eventually got sick of looking for what I needed and not finding It, I did it myself. No one wants to feel condescended to. And it’s a fantastic way to meet people that are into what I’m into.

Q Are you a nanny or a pro dome, or an all round mistress, what do you call yourself?

A I am a sexually abusing mummy to my baby’s and as long as you don’t call me a pro-domme because I fucking hate the stereotypical names mistresses give themselves like goddess etc. I am a normal woman with what the average person would call unusual dominant sexual needs, so call me anything you like.

Q Is it a full-time, 24-hour occupation?

A It’s not an occupation it’s just my life like you have a life

Q How does it work? Please explain…

A How does anyone’s life work, I get up in the morning have a crap and a bath, feed the dog, take my gorgeous daughters to school, pay all the shitty bills everyone has to pay and then get to be as dirty as I possibly can all day and I love it.

Q Do you have a dungeon in your home? And a playroom?

A Yes I do but it’s in a separate building on the property and it’s only for personal use party’s etc.

Q Why do you think people would want to engage in adult baby play and pretend to be infants?

A Well are they pretending, let me ask you a question, do you feel any different inside now to when you were say 15? Because I don’t. I see loads of baby’s and every one is different. I love them all, in fact some have become good friends and have met my family and come to my home. We all have a child inside us, do you cry when you’re sad? Of course you do. A lot of my baby’s are incredibly powerful men who in their normal lives make life altering decisions every day, so for some its about needing to step out of the loop and feel helpless, for others its about being humiliated or sexually abused and not being judged. I have one titled client who’s nanny used to put him into bed with his old nappy as a comforter and he just likes to go in the cot and hum while he sucks on it. I have another whose mum died when he was very young and his dad couldn’t cope and put him into care so he needs to feel the love he missed as a small boy so there are literally a thousand and one reasons for being an A.B

Q Is it about dressing up as babies and wearing nappies, or is there a darker side to it? Please explain…

A Yes some baby’s do like to be little satin sissy girls others just like to wear nappy’s and soil them. But there is a more sexual side too. I prefer not to call it the darker side it sounds like a fucking horror film and its not a darker side. Let me ask you another question as I’m being honest with you, I bet you cum when you have sex and I bet you have a sly wank, the world in general wants to orgasm (although I must confess I don’t let some little sissy’s cum, they get put into chastity) but as a rule we all want to feel abandonment and yes I do encourage cock sucking(with condom) in my nursery. Some little sissy’s need to feel dick in their face and yes I love making them do it. I have baby’s who want to be raped (I know that’s not a politically correct word) but you did ask for the truth. I also have women clients who are girl baby’s who want Bi-sexual contact and as I’m Bi-sexual I can assure you it’s a pleasure. They like to have their legs spread while nanny fingers and Dildo’s them while they are breast fed but women find it very hard to be open up and express themselves and find someone to trust. I know that from past experience.

Q Does your work always involve tasks of a sexual nature?

A It’s not work and they’re not tasks its pure pleasure. And yes I like to feel the sexual excitement in the room like a palpable beast, after all if I didn’t get as turned on as my clients what’s the point in doing it.

Q Do you enjoy your work

A It’s not work I wouldn’t have the neck to call it that, a

Road sweeper, a fireman, a factory worker, you know jobs like that are hard work, they deserve the credit for being hard working not me. I get the chance to indulge all my sexual fantasy’s and needs on a daily basis, now doesn’t that make me a lucky girl.

Q What’s your favourite aspect of the job?

A It’s not a job it’s fantastic and as I love new things every days a bit like opening an advent calendar and not knowing what’s inside

Q And your least?

A Nothing I believe you can take something positive from every experience and learn something new every day

Q Do you have a partner, and if so how do they feel about your job?

A Yes I do and he accepts me for who I am and I must admit I never hid my kinks from him. I remember the very first time we stayed in a hotel I tied him up and painted his nails, of course I promised him I had nail polish remover and as he was very horny he just moaned a bit but accepted it. After I told him I had lied and we would have to stop at a shop the next day I made him come in but told him I’d pay he stood with his fists in his pockets he’s a big guy and his face was red with embarrassment. When we got to the till I put the nail polish on the counter and left him there to pay, it was hilarious to watch him through the window pull out these huge hands with bright red nails to pay the guy behind the counter who really couldn’t take his eyes off his hands.

Q Are you open about your chosen career and do your family and friends all know about your work?

A I lost both my parents when I was in my twenties I do have a brother who is the exact opposite to me and while I love him dearly he has never approved or understood me or who I am when his wife had there first son I always remember her asking me with disgust not to touch him until I had washed my hands as she didn’t know where I’d been that hurt. My mother in law has always called it “ “THAT BUSINESS OF YOURS” and almost had a nervous breakdown when she found out she was madly concerned that her son was a transvestite and that I had perverted him as it happens he isn’t but I wouldn’t give a toss if he was.

Q Do you have a motto?

A Well I don’t have motto but I have two little rules

Always put out what you want back so don’t treat people like shit or you might just get it back and Live life lustfully and to the full because this isn’t a rehearsal and you’re a long time dead

Q Who do you admire within the industry/who are your icons?

A O.K I don’t know anyone well enough in the industry as you call it to admire them but I am sure they are all fantastic and I don’t have an icon but Cynthia Payne quiet impresses me at least she had the balls to be herself so I’d probably like to meet her and have a good long chat.

Q Do you have any unfulfilled ambitions and if so what are they?

A Now wouldn’t that be telling and if I did tell I don’t think you could print them

Q What would you like to see more of within the BDSM/alternative sexual scene?

A Truth and not so much self promoting bullshit and more people doing what they promise.

Q And less of?

A People within what you call the industry promoting the beautiful theory you know I get clients who ring me with a real downer on themselves and ask.

Will you see me because?

I’m disabled and I went to a mistress who laughed at me and turned me away.

I’m old

I’m fat

I’ve had a colostomy

I have trouble orgasming but I still enjoy the scene

And on and on so fucking what I wish people were not made to feel so bad about themselves you don’t have to be young and gorgeous to have a fetish, be proud of who you are it’s what’s inside that counts. My oldest client is 92 and he’s just fab, I’m fat and kinky and my clients love my big fat arse. One of my clients says I’m his rubenesque torturer and writes me poetry so I am most defiantly not perfect but I get no complaints.

Q What’s the most extreme thing you have ever been asked to do?

A Help someone commit suicide and cut someone’s balls off I hasten to add I did neither

Q What’s the most extreme thing you would like to do, but haven’t yet?

A I don’t think of anything I want to do as extreme

Q Have you had any requests you consider too extreme? Where do you draw the line?

A Only the two I’ve already said and I’m afraid I have never been good at drawing lines the only rule I won’t break is that nothing that happens between my clients and I affects either their families or their careers in any way.

Q Where do you see fetish/alternative sexual trends moving in the future?

A Who knows I don’t

Q Without naming names, do you have any high profile clients?

A Yes I do I have several but they come to me because they know I would cut out my tongue before I would disclose them

Q If you could choose anyone, which celebrity or high profile figure would you love to work with?

A When someone comes to me they leave celebrity at the door I don’t like divas and I am not in awe of anyone we all do poopy doops and we all die in the end

Q Do you plan to work in this field forever, or will you one day settle down by the seaside?

A No I would die of boredom, it’s in my blood so unless my fanny shrivels up I intend to be a debauched old lady corrupting young men.

Q What advice would you give to anyone considering engaging in adult baby play?

A Don’t be ashamed to ask for and expect what you want and have a fantastic time.

Q If you have anything further to add, please do.